Friday, June 27, 2008

illnesses

"Illness is not something to feel ashamed of. It is not a sign of misfortune or defeat. Suffering is the fuel of wisdom, and it opens the way to happiness. Through illness, human beings can gain insight into the meaning of life, understand its value and dignity, and strive to lead more fulfilling lives. "

"Human life is indeed wondrous. You may be ill physically, but as long as your mental state is strong, it most certainly will exert a positive influence on your body. There may be no better remedy than hope. "

Both of these quotes are from President Daisaku Ikeda of SGI. I recently heard that my friends dad has prostate cancer. They noticed this at a fairly early stage and these are quotes that I find suit the situation because I am terrible with what to say in situations such as this. I hope she and her father find these words encouraging. As well as anyone else who is suffering from an illness. The most important thing is to have a fighting will and hope, because the mind controls the body in a weird and mysterious way.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

A new blog


I got the idea to start a blog from a friend at work. She will be recording her adventures of traveling and teaching in South America. I might be doing something similar in Japan... cross your fingers... so I decided to start one as well. I regret not having something that recorded my experiences when I did the Disney College Program in 2006 and I don't want that to happen again. I only have my memories of my daily activities but I don't remember what I was thinking or felt on certain days. Just a general feeling of the program as a whole. When you get the chance to do something you love take the opportunity to record every minute of it. This is why I decided to start one. No promises on how often I will post though.
So... whats going on in the world of me? I graduated from The Ohio State University in March this year and I work at Starbucks. I love children so I babysit once or twice a week. I practice Nichiren Daishonin's Buddhism and even though I am a fortune baby I have much to learn because it is only recently that I have begun to practice seriously because I feel that it is right for me. So what do I do? Attend a whole bunch of meetings. That sums up my life for right now, work, meetings, and babysitting, I haven't much time for anything else. I get my kicks playing scrabble online with one of my BFFs April who I can't wait to see! I met her on my program in Florida and we've been tight ever since I told her of my creepy, staring roommate. "I'm watching you April"
I had the opportunity to go to Hawai'i and Japan for a month as a grad gift from my parents. It was my first time going to Hawai'i and we spent a week there. I love bargaining for prices so the swat meet was so my thing. It was nice to see people who look like me because I often get asked "what are you" which gets on my nerves. People there looked like me, and because I looked like them I got 20% for being a "local" which just means I didn't have to pay tourist prices. I was really surprised at how many Japanese were there. I told my family in Japan that they could visit there without worry of not understanding because Japanese translates. This trip was bittersweet because I knew it would be the last trip that I get to spend a good amount of time with my family. When I was younger the past 7 times I've gone to Japan we stay for 1 to 2 months with the fam. I knew that once I get a "real" job that it would be impossible to take a month off for vacation. I also thought that I didn't know when I would see my grandfather again because he was already 79. I thought this might be the last time I get to see him, especially if it takes me 4 years to go back. Unfortunatly 3 days before we left Hawai'i for Japan, we got news that my grandfather had passed away. It was a very hard blow because I had planned to get a nice picture with me and him to put in my albums or something.
I have a friend in Japan who I unfortunatly did not get a chance to meet up with while there. He is going to college there and is teaching EFL (English as a Foreign Language) as a part time job. While I walk around Japan I always get approached by people who want to practice their English skills on me. Which is fine, I enjoy teaching. This gave me an idea to maybe try that out as an acutal job for a year. I was in ESL for 2 years so I understand how frustrating it can be to learn English specifically. I'm a recent grad who doesn't own anything yet and my cell phone plan contract ends soon. Now would be the perfect time to go. So I have an interview on July 16th, and I am very nervous but excited at the same time. My only issue with living in Japan would be... Mosquitoes and Humidity which are a pretty big deal if you ask me, but not deal breakers!
So now that you spent you time reading this blog, I ask one thing. Don't judge my grammar because I'm not checking it. Its almost in diary format, where I just type what I think. I would also like to thank you for taking time to read it